Forthnights

A big thank you!

Let me blog about this blog

I started this blog about 2 years ago (has it been that long?) and like it says at the top, its for everyone, and its for no one. You should know that most of the people i write about in this blog dont really know or care or read this blog. I have tried of previous attempts to record my life on paper on conventional journals, but nothing lasted as long as this.

It feels strange blogging. I write with the knowledge that it will be read, but i know it will make no difference. It's encouraging getting words of encouragement from total strangers. It baffles me even more thinking that there are people actually willing to slowly read through my endless nonsense and complaining. But those words of encouragement from total strangers makes me feel less lonely, and that the world is not selfish and heartless afterall.

There are times in my life when it feels like i have no one to turn to, no place to go for comfort, no shoulder to lean on. Friends around are there for you to a certain extent. No one can be everything to you. I started this blog on a whim, seeing how it was the latest craze. Since i wrote alot of personal stuff in it, i didnt go around promoting it or telling people about it. But 2 years down the line, reading my old blogs, from the earliest to the latest, i realise just how significant it has been. It has not recorded all the events thoroughly, but it has capture much of my emotion It has capture in a few thousand words over these 2 years thoughs and feelings that have laid deep within me even until today. You will be surpised that many of the things that i wrote here have never been repeated to the people around me. In that sense, this blog is a small little world of my own.

To anyone who has read my blog, thank you for you time. I feel honoured that among the millions upon millions of things you could do right now, you choose to read my thoughts and my mind. The knowledge that i have shared my burden out here gives me the strength and the freedom to soldier on in my struggle

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