Friday, October 20, 2006

Just nostalgic

In a way, i am sad...

I am sad that this will be my final semester in this college. Though i accept that change is inevitable, the reluctance to let go of what seems to familiar lingers.

I never expected myself to be too attached to my life as a college student. Afterall, as i have expressed, its frustrating not earning your own money and being dependant on a not so dependanble father. In many ways, leaving college and starting my working adult like will be a step forward...

Yet i feel sad...

Sad knowing that i will no longer get to be as carefree... To know that this chapter in my life is coming to an end. To know that i will have to move on leaving behind friends from all walks, all pursuing their own life, others just starting their college life. They say that life as a student is the best. That once you go out to the corporate world, it would dull in comparison to your life on campus. Though i have never experienced it, i do not doubt it...

Above all, i am sad that i will not get the oppurtunity to get to know some people better. Friends who only appear late in my studies years. Friends who show so much promise. The kind of friendship u just know will bloom into something great, given the chance and the time...

But alas, the beauty of sunset only last a moment.