Someone just shoot me~!
Why does life just seem so damn hard? Why is it that some of us just seem to be blessed with a relatively trouble free life, and others just seem to get it hard all the time....Why is it that i never get to worry about the mundane things such as making that girl you like to notice you, what shoes to buy for Christmas, or which cell phone model to buy for the 10th time this year. Why is it that i cant just be like my friend, head over heels in love with this one girl, and the greatest challenge for him right now is how to let her know... or my other friend, whoes greatest worry so far it to decide what laptop to buy, since he doesnt like his current one, which is barely a year old.
Why is it that God just decided that some people just need to suffer like hell, and others just seem to sail through life on a breeze? Is it punishment? God, are you punishing me? Is it because i didnt go to church? Is it because i didnt pray? Is it because i run my life without consulting you? Or is it because of original sin? Is it because of that fruit in your Garden of Eden? Do i have more of that original sin that others? Or is it really that i am 'special'; a chosen person to suffer in Gods name? am i supposed to be some sort of torch bearer, suffering as a testimony to others? Coz really, im really not that worthy. Get some other champion to be your torch bearer. Coz i feel more like the torch, burning to bits, rather than the bearer.
posted by Compulsive Blogger @ 10:16 pm
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