Tuesday, May 06, 2008

3 Years Of Blogging!

Gosh, I was just looking at my archive, and I realised that I have been blogging for 3 years now.... Since May 2005. Three years... man that's a lot of words! Cant I ever shut up? :p

Hmmm... Not quite sure how to really feel about that really. Sometimes, my blogging seems like a case of 'syok sendiri'... its like I post just for my own fun.. somehow thinking its some big deal.

Other times, I feel like an idiot to post some very personal stuff here. Did u noe that the number one hit on my blog is this letter ?  I checked on Statcounter.. Every other day I get a hit from somewhere around the world; Dubai, London, America, Brasil etc etc where someone decided it was a good idea to search 'letter to my girlfriend' on google and magically stumble on my blog. I have on numerous occasions actually thought of deleting the entire blog! It gets freaky when you type your own name on google and see your most intimate and personal thoughts all in the first 3 search results! Then I realised its a stupid idea to use my real name while blogging... but was a bit too late for that..

Other times, I feel like the blog is my personal refuge where I can say whatever i want, however I want. I get encouraging messages from people I never met, people with real lives, and real problems of their own. who somehow think my life story is interesting enough to read every day. (Cant thank u enuf Cat. Who noes.. maybe we might even meet some day?)

Other times, I get a small hand full of friends who never leave comments, but read up once in a while... who then either tell me face to face or via e-mail..."hey, i read your blog & ......" Usually, I try to find a deep dark hole to jump into during those moments.

In any case, i'm glad I started blogging.... and hope to actively do so for years to come!

 

Till the next blog!