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Is there no end to the problems in this world? Sometimes, i just want to run, sometimes i just want to hide. Sometimes, i just want to scream out loud, sometimes i just want to weep in silence. But after all that has happened and is still happening, i find myself a much colder person. As if to shield myself from the overwhelming emotions that comes with great hardship, I become indifferent to it instead. Rather than feeling all the pain, anguish and anger, i jusst ignore it and go about my business. I am too tired to bother complaining about things or to explain to people what is happening and too reluctant to go around telling my sob story to anybody.The only persons aware of what is going on is the people deeply involved in my life. Even with my friends, i have not said much, and none of them know entirely what is happening with me now, not that theres much to say anyway. Even the closest dont know much of whats happening, except for the little that i tell. Afterall, most people are more concern about their own lives and problems, just like you and me.Theres actually not much for me to type. I am reluctant explain all the details on this blog, partially because it involves further reflecting and recollection to all that has happened. As i have said, i am too tired to even do so anymore. Maybe at a later point when im in better spirits.
posted by Compulsive Blogger @ 7:41 pm
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